to a girl that i love...

maybe you've found a better guy...
i cant do anything but congratulate you...
hope you two can last long,sweet and happy...
but if one day you need me...
i'll always be there for you...

...

i cant stand it anymore...
why i must suffer like this even i've gave eveything of me???
it;s just not fair!!!
that's how she repay me???
i've donr everything i could but i think it's time for me to take a rest...
to calm myself down...
maybe i'm not that important to you or maybe i'm not the one who can give you happiness...
maybe i'm the wrong guy you've picked...

what should i do

she wanna break up with me
i've done everything to maintain our relationship
but it seems no effect on it...
i cant afford to lose her...
she's my whole life,she's my everything...i'll balik kampung tomorrow
but i also have tuition next week...
i can see her at centre and maybe i can still beg for a second chance
still making consideration of balik kampung or stay?
hope the time can stop at the times we've been together closely...
now i dont even have the courage to think bout my life without her
wish i can get a second chance but i know that it's hard for her to do this decision
never mind la!let me the one who suffer this pain la...
as long as she's happy,matbe i'll be fine la...

break up

our relationship still come to an end...
it's just not fair!!!why god must take her away from me?
did i did anything wrong?
i love her more than everything but what i get is a breaking up ending?
then that means my effort worth for nothing?
damn moody today,she's only the garl thar i love...
my head aches everyday and it makes me very moody...
i need to take at least 4 panaldos a day,wish i can die suddenly after i keep eating the f***king panaldos...
it makes my life so meaningless now...
then after we break up,i dont know what my life could be...

TO XX...

miss you leh...
what can i do???
if i admit that i'm your___
then the boys in your class surely disturb you wo...
i care bout you...
i worry bout you...
i think bout you...
and the most important thing is...
I LOVE YOU...